2018!

Hello everyone!
As usual,I always update at 2-3 in the morning because like everyone,our minds get crazily productive at times like this. So! I know its 3 months late but Happy New year! It's almost like a tradition to always wish a late happy New year on this blog ><

Anyways,I have also received my results for my SPM which is on 15.3,it was definitely nerve wrecking. All I could say about my results is that,its acceptable (for me at least). I did well,I can't say the effort was really paying off because it seemed like a miracle. I don't put a lot of effort on my Addmaths,trust me,I've never passed my Addmaths eversince I've been introduce to the subject and dealing with it for 2 years. It goes the same with Chemistry,I never really understood Chemistry *_* and miracle did happened,I passed both of the subjects on SPM. I pat myself a LOT of times for being able to comprehend the 2 years of absolute blank on the subjects because I really thought I could do it and pursue my "ideal" career which I realized that it wasn't what I wanted to pursue after all (・_・)

What I actually want to pursue?
I'd like to keep it as a secret. I've only told my plans to my closest friends and my parents. Staying lowkey at things really makes you feel good because at the end people will be highkey surprised when they see you achieve things when they don't expect you to be (´ ω `). Also I really like changing my plans very last minute sometimes I don't end up achieving or trying hard to achieve my goals when I tell everyone what I'd like to have (・_・)

Eversince I realized that I'm 18 very soon,it hits me that I should act and think maturely. I still get petty over things that I shouldn't fret about,it gets very annoying sometimes. I don't promise to actually change my mind to thinking positively and act more maturely in a matter of seconds but it'll take maybe just slowly change to be positive and avoid all the negatives in my life.

The season of burying my nose in books and staying up all night to finish my assignments might come very soon and definitely I'm very scared of that (˚ ˃̣̣̥Д˂̣̣̥ ). But I really hope that things go very well this year. Here's for a year that introduces me a lot of things new,new friends,new places or new things to learn! ୧( ❛ᴗ❛ )୨